It has been a period of time since I created a personal dance project. A number of contemplations came up during my research period about what kind of art I want to create. Is it something choreographically technical? Visually stunning? An ensemble or solo? Although these aspects are important to me, what I’ve realized from my past creations is that I yearned to better deliver a message or a theme through my work. Most importantly, to convey the thoughts, stories, and ideas that are percolating in my mind with more clarity, intention, and depth.

Evolving my dance experience beyond breaking and expanding into the contemporary dance world, my pursuit of excellence as an interdisciplinary artist, at times, caused me to reject and try to distance myself from my former life. However, what I’m learning now is that a transformation cannot be complete without honoring one’s beginnings. After all, my earlier path is what has led me to where I am now.

I have never given breaking a proper spotlight within my work. Nor have I worked with my close friends who knew me by a different name. It was my intention with this project to offer a blend between a dance film and documentary; to tell a more intimate and personal story that is as grounded as it is dream-like and poetic.

This project is a letter of appreciation for the underdogs. Those who continue to work on their craft without expectations. Those who continue to pursue their dreams even with limited resources and challenging obstacles. And for those who are just as “professional” as those constantly granted the limelight.

To my dear friend Jasmine… whose struggles I resonate with so deeply as an adult dancer navigating life: we are still f***ing here!

From Lawrence —